Black Friday Madness

Okay, call me Scrooge, call me old fashioned, call me  a stick in the mud, but I simply don't get it. When and why did the holiday season become this frenzied, maniacal rush to buy things at the cheapest possible price?

The lead story on our local news was actually about people camping out all night in tents at the entrance to Best Buy, hoping to get in on the rock bottom Black Friday sale prices on all the latest and greatest electronic stuff.  Meanwhile, not five miles down the road, there were scores of homeless people who would consider themselves lucky to have the tent those folks were lounging in, much less the big screen tv they were all hepped up about buying.

I just don't get it.

"It's fun," one shopper who had been out hitting the malls since 4:00 a.m. was quoted as saying.  "We start out earlier every year, and see how long we can go.  It's fun to try and get the best deals.  It's a tradition."

Well, at least I'm comforted to know she values tradition.

Forgive me, but I think these folks are all absolute nutters.  Can they find no better use for their time and money?  And have they no sense at all about the true meaning of this holiday (if there is one left anymore).  Could any one of those folks so avidly searching for the latest video game or robot toy or perfect sweater for Aunt Sue and Uncle Bob stop and tell me how their frantic searching for cheap merchandise has anything to do with the birth of Christ?

Really, at the risk of sounding pious, it just seems sadly ridiculous that a holiday intended to celebrate the birth of a man the Christian world believes to be their Savior, a man who dedicated his simple life to the belief that mankind should live in peace and harmony with one another, and that true happiness could be found in doing good for others, that this holiday could become a paen to materialism and excess.

I have to admit, part of me feels a bit unpatriotic for my anti-shopping attitude.  The sad truth is that our American economy is counting on a  big shot in the arm from Christmas retail sales.  I certainly have every reason to hope the economy improves...but still, does it have to be at the expense of the true meaning of the season?

Forgive the ranting but all this shopping mania makes me hopping mad.  I've spent the entire bloody weekend trying to avert my eyes from the newspapers and tv commercials and internet ads proclaiming the greatest bargains of the year and rock bottom door buster prices.   I've been forced to spend my time reading, going for walks, listening to music, and of course eating some very good food. 

Poor me. (wink)

I will eventually have to go shopping, however, to purchase gifts to place under the Giving Tree at our church.  Gifts like hooded sweatshirts, warm hats, socks, and gloves, soap and shampoo, and children's books.  These will be given to some other folks who camp out on the streets of Detroit every day, not just on Black Friday, because they have neither a wide screen tv nor a home to put it in.  Small and simple gifts, but it seems to me they come a little closer to expressing what this holiday is all about.

UPDATE: As an antidote to all this madness, I've just joined the Advent Conspiracy, a group which urges people to focus on compassion not consumption during the Christmas season.   It encourages us to spend less on gifts, and spend more  time with our families and in activities that help other people.  Sounds like a good idea to me.

Grace

Through many dangers toils and snares

I have already come,

'Tis grace that brought me safe this far

And grace will lead me home.

 ~Amazing Grace, by John Newton

 I sat in church last Sunday and listened to our choir singing these words.  This is my favorite verse of one of my favorite hymns, and as many times as I've heard it and sung it, it had special meaning for me last week. 

Whether one calls it grace or faith or luck, there is something that keeps us moving forward through all kinds of adversity, something that mends broken hearts, strengthens tired spirits, gives us the courage to pick ourselves up and go on.  It is truly amazing, and I'm thankful for it.

May today bring you and yours all the grace you need, for whatever reason you need it.

Happy Thanksgiving.

Home Again

This is one of my favorite pathways in Island Walk - it follows one of the larger lakes that are embedded throughout the five square miles of this community.  Late yesterday afternoon, I took my customary stroll, thinking ahead to next month when we will (hopefully) be back with Magic and Molly along.  This is their favorite pathway as well, and bringing them down in the dead of winter is quite a treat.  Suddenly, it's summer again, and there is a new spring in their step since daily walks no longer involve coats or ice balls on tender paws. Of course, traveling with two dogs is quite an undertaking, and requires extra time and money, both of which are in rather short supply here this year.  When we've brought the dogs to Florida in winter's past, we've taken three days to make the 1500 mile trip.  This time, mostly because of time constraints, we might try to reach our destination in two days, which means over nine hours of travel time per day.  The dogs are superb travelers - but it's the humans who get tired!

It was a good trip, these past few days - not long enough, but welcome and appreciated.   We did some very nice, vacation-like things, enjoyed some time with our son and daughter-in-law, who coaxed us into a (surprisingly!) fun try at playing Beatles Rock Band on their Wii™, and had some maintenance done on our car (the 98 Pontiac Trans Am we keep down there) to keep it in good working order for the winter. 

I did not open the work folder I brought with me.  It came home untouched, and I will deal with the ramifications of that on Monday.  It was simply too important to just rest this time, to leave behind the world of medical reporting and insurance company requirements, and immerse myself in the world of sunshine, quiet pathways, and arched bridges.

I read quite a bit  and finished two delightful novels - The Family Man, by Elinor Lipman, and Knit the Season, the latest installment in Kate Jacobs series about the women of the Friday Night Knitting Club.  Both were perfect relaxation reads - well written with good stories and interesting characters.  Though quite different, both novels touched on the importance of family connections, and of making those connections a priority in our daily lives.   This is something that's been on my mind quite a bit in the past few months, so these novels were very compatible with my current mindset.

Today we came home to a rather nice fall day, nice enough to go for a walk (alas, no lake views or bridges to traverse).After the walk, and trip to the library where I was greeted with an embarrassment of riches on the reserve shelf with my name on them, I came home and settled in with a cup of tea and my latest bookstack.  That's Molly on her favorite perch.

It was good to get away - but it's alright being home again.  I don't suffer the disconnect I once did when we returned from Florida.  Perhaps I've grown accustomed to having a fragmented family, for that's what it is, really.  With my son and daughter-in-law, as well as my father living in Florida, half of my closest family members live far away from me.   It took a while to come to terms with that, but I believe I've made some sort of peace with it.  

But I've also learned, especially in the last few months, how precious time can be, and how terribly capricious fate -  one minute the people we love are with us, and in the next they can be gone forever.

In the end, home is wherever you can be with the people you love the most.

How about you?  If you're home, are you happy to be there?  If not, where would you rather be?

A Lost Art

"I can relax really well here," my husband says, propping his feet on the ottoman and settling comfortably into the chair.  We're sitting on the lanai at our home in Florida, watching the sun set behind the pond across the road.  His bottle of Yuengling beer sits comfortably next to my glass of Clos du Bois chardonnay, each one ever so slightly beaded with sweat. I forbear from making any remarks about his ability to relax at home (which appears legendary to me), because I know what he's talking about.  I can relax really well here, too.  

Perhaps it's this community we live in, a gated community, but one very expansive in style and scope, with lots of open spaces, wonderful walkways marked with arched bridges over ponds of every size, plenty of wildlife (herons, osprey, ducks, and even an occasional 'gator).   Perhaps it's the size of the house itself, larger by far than our aging little bungalow at home, bright and open and shiny new.  It could be the nearness of our son, who lives just down the road thereby eliminating that ever present sense of impending danger felt by parents who are thousands of miles away from their children.

Whatever the reason, I don't feel the relentless push to get things done that drives me when I'm home.  I'm able to slow down without feeling guilty, sit quietly on the lanai or in the den and read halfway through a novel at one sitting rather than snatching a quick chapter here and there.  I'll watch an entire two hour movie from start to finish, or wander around the neighborhood slowly, taking note of tropical plants and flowers I never see in the mid-west. 

So, yes I can relax quite nicely here.

Relaxing is something of a lost art in our Western culture.   We hear a lot about "relaxation techniques" - yoga, meditation, biofeedback - all sorts of externally induced ways to relieve the stress which seems endemic to modern life.  Now there are even "relaxation drinks" (the opposite of beverages like Red Bull), with names like iChill and Mary Jane's Relaxing soda, cocktails containing herbs like valerian root and rose hips, which promise to smooth away the anxieties of the day and help you ease into a state of relaxation.

But true relaxation can't be bottled or packaged, can't be massaged  into tense muscles or beamed into frayed nerve endings.  It's really a very personal state of mind and spirit.  For me, the key ingredient is time...having time stretched before me without a long list of obligations attached to every second.  My time at home is fraught with those kinds of lists, and they seem to grow exponentially in my head.  Here, not so much...so I allow myself the luxury of taking time, of worrying less about what I'm accomplishing and just being.

It's an art I should practice more often, I think.  And probably you should, too.

How about you?  What does it take for you to really relax?

Pretty Good Day

Today was a pretty good day.  I can make that statement with certainty, because I've had some really terrible days in the past few months.  Days when I literally had to make life and death decisions for people I loved.  Days when I had to sort through the belongings of those same people and decide what they should be buried in.  Days when I sat staring at lists of bills and endlessly adding up numbers in my head, trying to make the bottom lines come out somewhere within arms reach.

But today wasn't that kind of day at all.  Oh, there were frustrations.  At work, one of our client's appointments got moved up from next week to tomorrow, which necessitated that I drop everything I had planned to do for the day and get all their paperwork and medical records in order.  At home, the pork tenderloin I planned to cook for dinner smelled a trifle off, and so I had to come up with something else.

Everyday dilemmas, quite delightful in their normalcy.

It's all about perspective, isn't it?  The things that once seemed insurmountable often pale in comparison to the real trials and traumas of life.  I suppose that's one of the gifts of growing older, having enough experience of life's vicissitudes to really understand what's traumatic and what's nothing more than an annoyance. 

I can be grateful for the small trials and tribulations like todays, because I've had days of such overwhelming sadness. I can wrap myself around the small moments of happiness - like watching the sun glinting on a pile of golden leaves, or seeing Magic curl up next to Molly and prop his head on her back.  I can laugh out loud at my friend's jokes, and revel in the sound of Bon Jovi turned up full blast on my car stereo.   I can (almost) stop being afraid of what the day will bring.

Today was a pretty good day.

I hope it was for you too.